I'm really disappointed with all the results.
I won't deny this, cause i'm seriously in the state of despondency,
the loss of courage & hope.
Dejection.
I can't balance everything,
& right now,
I'm stressed, on this very last day of 2008.

The year is wrapping itself up.
It's over.
It's quite a bad year for me,
but i don't feel like parting a goodbye with the times and memories i had.
& 2009, i'm filled with fears and worries.
Oitp, fyp, exams, graduation, and my virgin step into the society,
and the list goes on.
I hope i have the courage to walk through it, on my own.
& i've the consequences to face.

Things will only begin to change, when you ignore what's happening and you refuse to admit it.
But whatever it is, I'm trying to take everything easy.
There's always an avenue for choices.

Happy New Year.
I feel like writing a love letter,
but i have no one to write to.
Ha.


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Anyways, according to kun's whatever-bullshit theory,
he said ' being lost a day keeps a doctor away'.
Full of crap but i gotta admit that it makes sense to me, anyhow.
Thanks to Haziq. It's fun. Haaaaa.