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Me,Myself & I
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 Recovery is a long process.. Keep your sadness, alive. After all, i think i need to say thanks to you. Thanks for hurting me this much that i've lost all my hope in love. Thanks for acting like you treasure friends loads and that indeed made me realise the importance of friendship. I tot i was the one to be blamed for destroying your friendship with him, & him I asked for forgiveness yet none was given, all i was allowed to do is to feel guilty, but the horrible fact is that you were happily attached soon after the break up. My tears are shedding, my heart is bleeding. I'm inarticulate with abashment and regret. asking for it is like crying for sun, moon and stars, just a cry of despise and i have a strong aversion to you, i have to conceal all my feelings. Why didn't you tell me your true thoughts, true feelings? So much of your deviousness to achieve purpose by deceit and evasion. Such a coward. Thank god i don't have to see you in the rest of my life. Thank god. I've made a small foolish step that has caused me so much pain and hurt. I'm lost in the darkness & fear. The feeling of being cheated is so much to be true. How cruel can that be? How cruel can you be? The pain you've inflicted in me is more than to be overcomed you've led me into this disastrous state but thanks for these, for i'm able to repent from all the lessons learnt and mistakes made seriously it's quite an eye opening, to realise how people around you can be so fake. You've brought me into reality, and show me my thinking and action is way too childish & stupid. The fearness you've brought to me is sinking me down, so down till the very depth of hatred. The reason why it hurts so much... is because you acted so innocent that i thought you'd never do this to hurt me. yea it's 'i thought'. feared shivered cried pained I'm tired of hurting. Love has died, within me. |
